Monday, April 13, 2009

heres a random boring post to waste time

One week left of claases
one week of finals and then spring 2009 semester will be over.
I'm in shock that there is so little time left and so much i feel like i have to do.
i'm not looking forward to packing up my room. i always wait till the last min anyways but im already dreading it. I have so much to do before finals. and lots of studying to get done and papers to write. But 2 weeks and the semester is over. 

I went home for easter weekend and i realized how much i feel out of place. especially when i go to FRC. I use to go there and knew everybody and felt like i was a part of it but there are just so new many people and its just not the same church that i grew up in. things like that make me want to stay here in jax this summer. As much as i'll miss the hanging out with the nations/heather homegroup crew i think going home will do nothing for me this summer. I wont benefit from it. Its a hard decision because i miss my family and the little ones and watching them grow up.but its one that needs to be made and soon.

thats all i have to say right now. im in class and was bored so i decided to write something but i cant think about anything important to say while my teachers up there lecturing. 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I feel ya, JP. It's starting to feel less and less like I belong in Starke, but I still don't feel like I belong here either. It's a weird feeling.