at some point i'll be going home. and to endure the torture that is my house emily will be coming to the 954 with me. im actually excited for her to come down and meet my family and friends. i'll also be turning 20 when at home. now im not quite sure how i feel about turning 20. no longer a teen but still young. i've come to apoint in my life where i know that im getting older cause some of my freinds are getting engaged and married. i never thought i would get to that point but at last here i am. it just werid to think about people i know my age getting married. i dont think im anywhere near that stage in my life.but im okay with that. its like pastor troy talked about a couple weeks ago. that its better to be single cause then you can put God at number one in your life. i really am trying to be better about my quiet times. for a couple weeks at the beginning of the semester i was doing really good but i've seem to have lost that drive and returned to my laziness. it sad because i see my roommate do hers at night before we go to bed and i always think to myself that i should do mine to but i never do. why is it so hard to give time to God? i can sit on facebook for hours and not do anything but i cant give time to someone whose suppose to be my best friend and lover? it really makes me sad and im working on it and i'm having someone keep me accountable for it.
it just really werid to think that my 2nd year of college is almost over. im so over school though. im tired of going to class and doing homework. i cant wait for this break. it cant come soon enough. i just wish that we had the same break as some other schools. i dont many that have the same break that we do. its kinda depressing.
this post is just full of random thougths that as i started writing came to my head. please forgive me for being all over the place. im tired and its late at night.
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