This is something i came across the other night and it really hit me.

Stop being mean, bad-tempered, and angry. Quarreling, harsh words, and dislike of others should have no place in your lives. Instead, be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving you because you belong to Christ. 

Ephesians 4: 31-32 TLB

While God desires that we recognize our anger and bitterness toward others, harboring those feelings and refusing to work toward the restoration of broken relationships is contrary to His will. We need to prayerfully confront and confess inner feelings of anger, and then surrender them to the loving healing of our heavenly Father.

i just started to write. this is what came out. i think my fingers have a mind of their own

only 3 more days till spring break. im really excited to not have classes and to hit the beach. 

at some point i'll be going home. and to endure the torture that is my house emily will be coming to the 954 with me. im actually excited for her to come down and meet my family and friends. i'll also be turning 20 when at home. now im not quite sure how i feel about turning 20. no longer a teen but still young. i've come to apoint in my life where i know that im getting older cause some of my freinds are getting engaged and married. i never thought i would get to that point but at last here i am. it just werid to think about people i know my age getting married. i dont think im anywhere near that stage in my life.but im okay with that. its like pastor troy talked about a couple weeks ago. that its better to be single cause then you can put God at number one in your life. i really am trying to be better about my quiet times. for a couple weeks at the beginning of the semester i was doing really good but i've seem to have lost that drive and returned to my laziness. it sad because i see my roommate do hers at night before we go to bed and i always think to myself that i should do mine to but i never do. why is it so hard to give time to God? i can sit on facebook for hours and not do anything but i cant give time to someone whose suppose to be my best friend and lover? it really makes me sad and im working on it and i'm having someone keep me accountable for it.

it just really werid to think that my 2nd year of college is almost over. im so over school though. im tired of going to class and doing homework. i cant wait for this break. it cant come soon enough. i just wish that we had the same break as some other schools. i dont many that have the same break that we do. its kinda depressing.

this post is just full of random thougths that as i started writing came to my head. please forgive me for being all over the place. im tired and its late at night.

is there such thing as caring too much? 

a random and akward sat.

if only i could tell you the thoughts from inside my head at any point today/tonight

i really wish i had something to record my thought. 

people surprise me sometimes.

but i guess thats what makes us human. are ablity to be different.

and for some reason at 2:30 in the morning im not tired. i think it cause i have too much going on in my head to sleep. but im gonna try anyways.