Sometimes i feel that i do things for the wrong reasons. Like I gi somewhere or do something because of whose going, who will be there, or maybe the reganition i will get for doing something.
Over the past couple months once a week or so a couple of people go out to the beach and take food to the homeless. but not to feed them cause they're not hungry they get free meals at the mission house but to talk to them. make friends let them know that people care about them. at first i did to go because it was something to do, then i went because of who was going but tonight i realzed that i need to do it for myself and for the people we meet. Some people we meet really appreciate what we do. TOnight we met some people who at first were kinda hesitant about us but in the end really turn out to be great people they were interested in us as much as them. One guy named rock kept thanking us for coming not because we brought them food or hot chocolate but because we spent time just talking to them and making friends. It was really cool. I can see that even though i'm doing this for the wrong reasons that its making an impact on my life. I really like doing it.
At the grove tonight Lance said something that really causght my attention
We're seeking God even when God has already saught after us
it made me think that God choose me and is going to use me and all ineed to do is listen to him more. be the christian i want to be know i can be and need to be. God choose me and i need to take that and run with it.
i'm tired and done studing for now cause i dont get it and it doesnt make it any better that im half asleep and really dont care
oh yea im definitly crushing but im trying to play it cool
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