a random thursday night blog

Thanks to a lot of hardwork and some of our tuition money, tonight and tom night at UNF we are having a concert called REVAMP:unity. its really cool cause many of the religious organizatons come together with student government to bring 5 big christians bands to our school for a free concert. Its pretty awesome. Tonight was story side B, seventh day slumber, and the Afters. the afters were good, form what i got to see of seventhe day they were good, and i didnt get to see story side. but have no fear they are playing tom night too. as well as tenth ave north, and KJ-52. im really excited for tenth. but its really cool cause they have some really awesome speakers who come out and give their story and an alter call. its really reassuring to see how many people on our campus know God. dont get me wrong there are more who need to know him but there were a good amount of people there. it was just an awesome experience. 

Afterwards we headed out to our favorite late night eating place. we usually hit up taco bell and go over to sonics which is closed and eat at their tables. well tonight that came to end. we finally after doing this for several weeks now were told by the police that we were not aloud to be there.so needless to say we will be finding another spot to eat our late night meals.

on a sadder note in the 2 months since we've been back to school i've lost 3 family members. its hard cause they we're really close to me but at the same time they're family and its still a sad event. 

i wish i could say i cant wait for summer but summer only brings along more classes. and the only thing i hate about summer class is that they are so long. you have to cram 16 weeks of stuff into 6. its redic. i cant wait to be done with school. even though i feel like i really dont do much im just tired of the stupid homework that we have to do. it sucks. but im really trying to get better about studying and doing well in classes. hoping to get my scholarships back so i can eat. this whole being a broke college student really sucks. 

oh and will people stop getting engaged and married please. its kinda depressing me. im happy for you. but can we please just stop at least for a while.

who knew a trip home would prove to be more then just a trip home

so after tonight i realize i have a lot of decsions that need to be made.

what am i doing with my life now? what do i plan on doing with it?

where do i go from here?

looking to God for anwsers is definitly eaiser said then done. Its easy to give that advice to others but to use it myself is a lot harder. 

i  guess its a good thing that i have a 5 hour drive tom. some quality god and me time.

im getting better on this blogging thing this semester

Jon, the basketball star, at the inner city ballers intermural bball game totally dominating

UNF Basketball team before the JU game (# 32 is my fav)

we went to the mall to buy chad a legit jacket and he fell in love with this starwars jacket. Chad loves him some starwars...nerd

At LOMM (legue of mediocre men) watching the boys play football on a very cold and windy sunday afternoon

Emily and Me at the JU bball game

 at MOSH over winter break on our funday with jon

This semester is awesome. 2 thumbs up!!!!!

i'm going home this weekend and i def think its a much needed time to relax and time to get away. i love it here but im really missing my family these last couple of weeks. with everything that has been going on within my family i feel that its a good time to go home and show that i love and care about them even though i dont always show those feeling to them when im away. 

as much as im dreading that 5 hour car ride home tom i think it def is gonna be worth it. to see my family and hang out with them is all i really wanna do this weekend. throw in a hockey game and lunch with jon and the girls and this weekend is looking like its gonna be a fun and relaxing one. i cant wait. 

im also looking forward to the great amount of sleep that im gonna get. hopefully. and good food. i hoping for steak. and lots of it. real good legit meals. 

Blah is word of the day

my head is spinning, and i just dont know what to do anymore

i've had this feeling in my stomach and it wont go away.

i dont know what im doig with my life.

I dont know where certain friendships are going. Or where i want them to go.

I cant tell if its God or my own self desires

my crew finally has something they can make jokes at me for

i thought i was doing so well in my classes but it turns out im not doing as well as i hoped

my life is so blah at the moment

i dont know what to do with myself

im having a hard time bringing myself out of this slump

valentines' day is this weekend. Yippie :( not...

my family memebers are dying off left and right

i dont know where to take this relationship from here

why do i only dwell on the bad and not the good

how come i cant find mr. right. it seems like everyone else has

sometimes i wish i could just be a fly on the wall

i've offically hit poor college student status

i cant find a job anywhere

my roommates getting on my nerves

i feel like i have to cry but i cant make tears

why cant i just be content with the way things are

I'm over it