so since i've changed my major im only taking 9 hours this semester. meaning i now have less homework and less stress. sweet!!!!!

i've finished my LIT paper thats not due till thursday. (now its tuesday) so that means that i will not be pulling an all nighter to finish this paper.

now if only i didnt have class for the rest of the week

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me you heart for the ones forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see

oh what joyful news i have

so i have decided how i'm gonna spend the rest of my college days

Drumroll please................

i'm marjoring in International studies with a concentration in Latin American studies and a minor in religous studies

and after looking a everything last night im really excited about it
now im just praying about and waiting
but come friday i'll hopefully be changing my major to something more interesting then accounting.
i'm really excited

now to tell my mom

What are you doing today??? nothing and i mean nothing!!!!!

so today was my day to breathe
i had a lab this morning and nothing else so i was gonna spend the day not doing homework or anything school related till i got back from bible study
went to lab, came back and slept,did laundry, got chinese food for lunch/dinner, took a nap, went to church bible study, hung out with Ique for a little it and finalyy did some studying.
now if i can make it through tom with not a lot of homework then i can finally enjoy my weekend.

i just havent had enough time to give anything my full attention. even phone calls are being multi tasked.

hopefully from here on the semester will slow down.
cause if its as busy as the last couple weeks have been i might not make it out a live




oh and congrats to Matt and Jenn on their twins. im so happy for you two
How about Kasey and Kahne for names????

awwwwwwwww

I'm completely frustrated with everything
i have so much to do
i cant even function right now. my mind is going in a million different directions
i just dont know what to do anymore

i just wanna make it out of this week alive
and hopefully next week will be a lot better

the emotions of a girl

I feel that I'm searching for something but i dont know what
I feel that God is trying to tell me something and i'm missing all the signs
I feel that im being such a girl and taking things the wrong way
I feel that some of my priorities aren't right
i feel that i'm nelglecting my family
i feel that i'm not doing as well I should be in school(procrastination at its finest)
I feel that I need me some more Jesus time
I feel that things are better then i realize they are
I feel things that I dont even know how to put into words or even describe




i wrote this to get my feelings out hoping it would help
maybe it will i dont
what i do know is that I love me some Jesus

He is good, he is good and his love endures

I wish i could find a way to describe what happen tonight and how everyone was feeling and give it justice. we went out there knowing that God was going to do great things and he did without us even trying. its amazing how he can do that.

everything thats going on is just falling into place it seems, maybe not the way i planned it or had wished for it to go but i feel that its definitely God's doing. I have peace with what's going on in my life.

my sunday turned out better then i though

• went to church
• Lunch at Jason's deli with some awesome friends
• got some homework and organizing done
• Justin made baked ziti for dinner
• so much needed hang out time with friends
• making friends with the internationals
• late night baking of some amazing cookies
• doing a little pranking (probably gonna start a war with this one)

nights like tonight are reasons why i love college and my friends

i didnt think today was gonna be fun but everything turned out to be good.

now its off to bed.