seriously who studies anymore???
i hate studying im am so over school
i dont want to take classes i just want summer to be here already
3 finals and 2 days to go before summer 2008

i just hope summer isnt ruined by taking summer a classes
i would love to stay in jax i just dont want to take classes

I HATE FINALS!!!!!!!!!

finals are upon us

Here at the wonderful university we like to call UNF ( U Never Finish) finals week is upon us. as of 7 o'clock this morning the library will be open 24 hours for those needing to cram for finals. I will be one of those who will find a study room and come prepared with a pillow and blanket for when it gets to the wee hours of the morning and i need a nap.

i said i wasnt going to start studyin til sunday at 1 pm but when my philosophy teacher gave us that study guide. i realize i'm going to need more time. I'm trying to pace myself and not cram everything the night before. so i'm starting early. and i'm already bored and not wating to do this. i was bored with studying before i even began studying.

the library will become the place to be, if it wasn't already.

one week and i'll be home free!!!!!!!!!

ahhh

Why, why are You still here with me

Didn't You see what I've done?

In my shame I want to run and hide myself

But it's here I see the truth I don't deserve You



But I need You to love me,

and I I won't keep my heart from You this time

And I'll stop this pretending that I can

Somehow deserve what I already have

I need You to love me



I, I have wasted so much time

Pushing You away from me

I just never saw how

You could cherish me

'Cause You're a God who has all things

And still You want me



Your love makes me forget what I have been

Your love makes me see who I really am

Your love makes me forget what I have been

my life in a nut shell

• My freshman year of college will be over in 9 days. i cant believe its been a whole year. I've made awesome friends and have had wonderful time. if i knew college was like this i would of skipped high school.
• Passion was probably one of the best weekend ever. definitely a top 5 there. its been almost 2 weeks and we still talk about it like it was yesterday. God worked so many wonders that weekend.
• I have 2 more days of classes then finals. come sunday after church i'll be in finals mode til thursday at 2:50 when i'll start being in packing mode because i have to be out on friday.
• i love love love interning with the high school. i'm so excited for everything come fall semester. its awesome to see God working in the life of the high schoolers. they're pretty cool kids
• i went to the valencia/we the kings concert on sunday and had an awesome time. we hung out after and got to meet alot of the players from the different bands there. they were cool guys and we just talked to them .
• i cant wait for summer. its gonna be fun. specially since i wont be taken any classes.
• i hate calculus
• i'm gonna miss everyone over the summer. its gonna be werid not seeing some people for 4 months. its gonna be werid not seeing some at all.
• my parents came up this weekend and even though i barely saw them it was nice. they took my fridge home with them. so the only food i'll be eating is anything that needs to be cooked in a microwave and doesnt need something that has to be refidgerated. i.e chick-fil-a and soups.

i feel like there was something important i wanted to write but i cant remember what. it's been a long day so hopefully i'll remember and write it tom.

if you need me after sunday at 1pm i'll be in the library

chick-fil-a and free wifi=amazing study time

so i'm sitting in chick-fil-a eating breakfast and getting some homework and studying done. it almost the best of both worlds i jst wish i didnt have to study.

but i have wonderful news
JULIANNE WILL BE BACK IN PINES IN 10 DAYS!!!!!!!

i'm pretty excited to be going home but i will miss jax a lot but road trips are always a fun part of summer.

i can't wait to be done with school for 4 whole months.
i'm excited for the apartment next year. i wish i could live there now already. i can already tell next years going to be amazing. but who wants to think about the now. when i only have 3 days of classes left and 4 finals to go. i can already tell i will be in the library all next week.

ok back to homework. more updayes later.

Passion '08 blew me away

I probably just had one of the most amazing weekends ever!!!!!!

I met some really cool people, hung out with those that are probably my closest at college and become even closer, Laughed all weeknd, and I can't even find words to describe my God experience.

Give me some time to let this weekend sink in and i'll give more details

a quick update

let em tell you somethings going on in my life:

• there was some kinda of progress made monday night (hopefully more this weekend)
• i'm going to passion this weekend and i'm so excited
• almost done with my first year of college and i cant believe it. It's been one amazing year
• God has blessed me so much with putting so many wonderful people in my life
• Headed to Gainsville tonight for the UF vs UNF baseball game. roadtrip its gonna be fun
• I'm gonna be on of the leaders for the freshmen bible study next year. I'm super excited for that our team is awesome and I know some col freshmen coming next year.
• My parents are coming up in 2 weeks
• Friendships have been mended

i know theres more but im getting ready to leave for g-ville

i'll write more later

a monday night

so last night i had some wonderful conversations with some awesome people. despite the fact that i got locked out of my room and didnt get anything done that i needed to i definitly had a good night. I spent over an hour on the phone with rachel and brian. oh how i miss them. I love talking to them cause its like i never left. then i ran into garry who helped me get onto my room. we talked for almost 2 hours. he's so easy to open up to and we just had some good conversation and some fun times.
we came across that sometimes people change and sometimes there are just those people that you dont get along with. Despite that you still need to love them they are still your brother and sister. That's a true challenge of being a christian. loving those who dont love you back. That definitly something i've faulted on a lot lately. There a people in my life who have changed and i cant see myself being friends with but i shouldnt stop loving on them.

i'm definitly going to write an update later but right now i have to go to class. yes yes i am going to class. no skipping for me. at least not today.