cakin what a funny word to use

i hate being sick
i hate that i know im going to be sick and that there is nothing i can do about but wait for it come and take me hostage

cakin it
i try at cakin it and it hasn't gotten me far yet
therefore i must be doing in wrong

oh well

how time flys when your having fun

where has this weekend gone
its monday and i've done nothing productive at all
this weekend
hung out at caileys while they were on their triple fake date, saw amanda and hung out with her, watch movies, smallville, prison break, ate a lot, monster jam (monster truck show) church, caileys, park, marks, movie, flag football, late night breakfast, rockband fun, and so much more

but i did not homework, no studying, and no laundry
and i havent gone grocery shopping in 2 weeks. i have nothing in my fridge to eat at all

and i havent gotten much sleep
so right now im going to sleep
later i'll write more

its offical

i got my first ticket tonight

it says that i was going 20 over(55 in a 35) $208.50

i cant even believe it

good times good times at ole' unf (the place to be)

life is good
God is amazing
and i couldnt ask for anything more (well i could but i dont want to be selfish)

I love my life

pancakes rock!!!

monday and wed are my easy days
i have my earliest class of the week at 11 and im done for the day at 1:15pm
and to my enjoyment both classes are lecture classes so i dont get much if any from them
so usually on sun and tues nights when everyone else is doing hw i find myself doing things to keep busy, like blogging, til my roommates go to bed

well tonights not much different from other tues. I went to co-ed Bible study and since today is notional oancake day we decided to hit up ihop after for some free pancakes. and as college students free anything is good. so after we spend 20 mins in linr just to put our name on the list we decided to hit up denny and just eat pancakes there. so fast forward im now sitting in my room at 11:30 and both my roommates are asleep and im not tired. the one night i can stay awae and watch the movie they're both a sleep. oh well

but good news is i might have found my place to live next year
im hoping it works out because it would be totally amazing if it did

who knows what to do now
i might start reading the book that i have a test on next wee you know get a head start


state conference this weekend
im so excited we're gonna have so much fun
and hopefully brendan shows up cause that would be pretty awesome
the downside is that we cant play powder puff because we wont be back from conference in time but we did get some pretty sweet shirts out of it

must get some sleep!!!!!

gettin home at 3 in the morning for the second night in a row and getting up at 8 for church does nothing good for my studying habits.

all i can think about is sleep

and now we're watching prison break

it's finally friday yippie!!!!!!!!!

today we're going on a picnic
im pretty stoked. the weather went from being hot the lst 2 days to being kinda cool. nice picnic weather.

but im really excited for tonight. a bunch of us are heading over to the otherside of jax to the mercyme, barlow girl, skillet concert. as excited as i am to see these bands so super excited that i can see them all for only 10 bucks (and as a college student 10 bucks can be a big deal when your broke and dont have a job) and the group thats going is pretty stinkin awesome too.

i tye-dyed powder-puff shirts last night and my hands have a blue tint to them and there kinda freakin me out. i've washed them like 10 times and now there dry and gross

well im off to make some pb&j for our picnic

hope everyone had a wonderful week
has a safe weekend
and thanks God for the blessings he's given us

much love

Maybe its meant to be as it is

but there are times when i think we're meant for so much more then what we are now

i skipped class (to take a nap) to catch up on homework!!

so im about to leave the library and go back to my room to try and study

i've been here for almost 2 hours and seemed to not get much done. considering i left my imprtant papers in my room and my calculator i didnt get much done. so now i need to go back to my room and hopefully get some kind of work done there.(when i tried ealier i took a 3 hour nap!! and im still tired)

Sunday i went to the beach by myself to spend some alone time with God. It was such a beautiful day outside. and the one thing i kept thinking about is how I ended up in jacksonville. God works in mysterious ways. As i sat in on the freshmen girls lifegroup on sunday i looked as the girls and I could picture myself in their shoes not to long ago. Wow has so much changed since then and definitly for the better. I really couldnt see myself anywhere but here and I just couldnt thank God enough for leading my here. he knows my heart and he gave me exactly what I wanted out of college. I'm getting a lot more out of college then an education. My Faith in him is growing so more then i could ever hope for.

I havent been home yet this semester and it doesnt look like i'll be home anytime soon. I love being here and the weekends are fun. but i do miss my family and friends. i'll try after conference but im not holding my breathe. it's hard to go home because i feel that im home for such a short time and theres so much i wanna do. and now with a commitment to lifegroup its going to be even harder. but hopefully sometime soon!!!!!!

boys

my day was made better by 2 boys and a trip to denny

but mostly the two boys


all i can say is i've met some really great guys here dont get me worng there are the handful of guys at home that i actually like and can stand (most scott, jason, most of the nations boys) but the suys i've meet here are just really cool

let me tell you why
first at the beginnning of the day it was beautiful and i didnt want to go to class i just want to sit on the green and read or just sit there and hang out. so i went to both my classes. i wasnt gonna go to my intro class but i did. so i was bumbed when i walked out of class and it started to rain. so i was walkin to my room and i ran into some friends so everyone went to class so i started walking to my room and justin walked with me. usually he goes right to where his dorm is and i go left well today he went left with me. I we got to my buliding i asked him where he was going? he replied" i was walking with you since i havent seen you in a while and I wanted to talk to you to catch up." that made me happy just the fact that he wanted to walk with me made my day. it made going to class worth it just to walk with him and talk. it was nice.

then
i was going to the "mailboxes" with my roommates but after we checked our mail we continued walking. they wanted to take some flag off of one the staircases. i really didnt wanna go but i felt bad going back so i kept walking. As we get towards the green we run into Josh and his roommate they were waiting for BCM (they were really early) and hes like stay with us but i didnt have my stuff so he told me hed walk back to my room with me to get it. the fact that hed walk all the way back to my room toget my stuff with me was so sweet. hes such a good guy and i say that with the best inentions possible. and hes hot(and taken) but thats the plus but hes a cool kid.

these guys are awesome and I'm so glad that God placed them into my life when i neede them the most.

and dennys was fun i'm glad i went cause the usual friends i hang out with didnt go so i had fun and we almost died but im glad i didnt

i got class in the morning. poop